Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truly loved me yes,
i learned Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love Is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that U never let them see u sweat don’t want them to think
the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me
[ Chorus: ]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and
if anyone ask me everything is ok
i’m Laughing coz no one knows the joke is on me
coz i’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my Face…on my face
singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la
la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me
but he don’t call me but then i Realize dreams come true
aren’t for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head Up
like it ain’t no thing and when the boys around
with all my friends i’m into other things
coz U never let them see u sweat don’t want them to think
the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing Me
[ Repeat Chorus: ]
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to(face the truth)
its not the life that i Would choose
but what else can i do if he don’t love me
no if he don’t want me i’m not about to Sit around
let myself go (gooooo)
[ Repeat Chorus: ]
I dedicate this song to HERSheys..
OO inaamin kO naging
crUsh kita..perO nawala agad yun..
dahil sa ayaw kOng malaman niya na
siya ang gustO kO..nagkunwari nalang akO na talagang may gustO akO sayO..
kaya ngayOn hindi ko na alam ang gagawin kO..
sayang yung mga pagkakataOn na masabi sakanya
ang tunay na nararamdaman kO.. x( </3
(Source: tumblrmabait, via blissofpureignorance)
THE AMOUNT OF NOTES. <3 i’ve reblogged so many times lol NOT RISKING IT FUCK YOU
(Source: thanhv, via superandeng)
Star Magic talent AJ Perez, 18, is dead
AJ Perez, or Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez in real life, was pronounced dead at “12:20 a.m.”
The cause of his death, according to reports, is “multiple head injuries,” which he sustained after his vehicle was hit by a bus and a truck in Paniqui, Tarlac.
Showbiz reporter Ogie Diaz had the chance to talk to the young actor’s parents.
On his Twitter, he wrote the reaction of Mr. Gerardo Perez (published as is): ”Sana, panaginip lang to, Ogie. Si Aj ang buhay namin ng mami nya, bakit sya pa? Sana, ako na lang.”
Mr. Perez was with his son when the accident happened. A securiy personnel and the driver were also inside the van they rented.
AJ’s mom Victoria was still reeling from shock when she spoke to Ogie via phone. Her words, according to Ogie’s tweet: “Tinanong ko si dadi, bat ang tagal nilang umuwi? Pauwi na raw sila from Dagupan, pero nag-aalala pa rn ako, d ko alam kumbakit balisa ako.”
The Star Magic talent just finished his show in Dagupan, Pangasinan, which celebrated its annual Bangus Festival.
Here’s the rest of Ogie’s reports via @ogiediaz:
“Galing ng Dagupan, pauwi na. Tulog lahat sa van. Sa Tarlac, biglang bumangga sa trak. Bago pa nadala si AJ Perez sa ospital, wala nang buhay.”
“Sa bus po bumangga ang van sakay si AJ Perez kung saan yung left brain nya ang matinding napuruhan.”
“Nasa isang clinic sa Paniqui, Tarlac ang mga labi ni AJ Perez. Kausap ko si Daddy kanina, iyak nang iyak. Ndi ako makakatulog nito.”
AJ is set to star in an episode of Maalaala Mo Kaya this April 30. Prior to this, he became one of the male leads in the TV series Sabel.
About four hours ago, his second to the last tweet @ajperez17 had something to do with the trip: ”On the way home already from Dagupan.Long drive ahead.. Thanks to everybody who watched…”
We will miss you AJ. :’(
:(
(via ruhh-geen)
masaya ako kapag IKAW yung katabi ko, kakwentuhan, kabiruan at kasama.. yung feeling na kahit corny jokes MO napapatawa mo pa rin ako..haha xD what a feeling..kalurkei!.. :P
mangiyak ngiyak ako kasi mukha akong tanga..
punta dito.. punta dun.. paikot ikot.. :(
kasi hinahaNap ko KITA..
ang tagal kong naghahanap halos isang oras na..
para lang magkapicture TAYO, pero wala eh..
alam mo ba pag uwi ko tinanong ako ni mama..
“bakit ka umiiyak?”
nagulat ako kasi di ko napapansin na naluluha na pala ako sa kaiisip SAYO..
haizz.. :’(
nakaOL nga siya..
di mO naman siya machat..
kasi di mO alam kung anOng sasabihin mO.. :)
